back to the start

love is kind of easy it's the living that's so hard
and you're feeling kind of sleepy so you open up your walls
i don't know what i'm doing and it seems so far to fall
but you step into the danger and seem to risk it all

each day the temptation is to roll right back to bed
when i'm feeling kinda of crazy with these feelings in my head
i don't know if i'm dreaming so i watch the walls instead
i find myself believing that the world will stop ahead

see love is kind of easy it's the living that's so hard
words tumble and fall around me as we fumble in the dark
it only takes a moment to feel the beating of a heart
yes it only takes a moment to feel the beating of a heart

the silence it surrounds me and echoes in my head
I wonder if you hear it as it whispers go ahead
the fire glows so brigthly reflected in my eyes
i hope you see your smile dancing in the light

love seems kind of easy it's the living that's so hard
i find myself uneasy and trying much to hard
so i breath in oh so deeply and still my beating heart
the magic of a moment takes me to the start

The sunrise always comes

It all happened in a blink of an eye
At least thats the way it seemed
I was happy and then I died
The world won't wait for me

The sunrise keeps on coming
No matter how you hide
The days they keep on passing
They don't care if you cry

I always managed to find my way
In the darkest days and nights
To the comfort of your warm embrace
And the light within your eyes

The sunrise keeps on coming
No matter how you hide
The days they keep on passing
No worries left behind

So why did we stop smiling
Did the sunshine fade away?
Were the fears to steep a hurdle
Did they make you runaway?

I am not your bogeyman
I am not a child
I am not the reason for
Your fears running wild

The sunrise keeps on coming
No matter how you hide
The days they keep on passing
No tears left to cry

I call you by your name because I love you
those are words that rarely leave my lips
I recall the first time that I kissed you
I'd spent my life waiting for that kiss

springtime brought dancing in the sunshine
laughing by the waters edge
the fire crackled like lightning
we were dancing on the ledge

summer goes and so we know it's passing
time is ever swiftly running by
the brightness of the sun hear me laughing
I wonder when you became a lie

I call you by your name because I love you
those are words that rarely leave my lips
I recall the first time that I kissed you
I'd spent my life waiting for that kiss

autumn passes faster than the moonlight
golden rays of sunshine in your hair
and now I see the winter is aproaching
I gather up my courage take the dare

winter comes and cold winds feel so empty
I watch the fire slowly dying down
the snow is blowing all around me
I close the door and walk away, without a sound

I called you by your name because I loved you
those are words that rarely leave my lips
I recall the first time that I kissed you
I'd spent my life waiting for that kiss

relations all have lifetimes
a spring and summer yet to play
as autumn winds give way to winter
I face the night, wait for the day

a dream

In the quiet night I wake to the beat of my heart
Tangled in satin I listen to the dark
The stillness defeats me completely, surprised?
I cast my mind back in the dark to her eyes

dark pools of liquid that gleamed in the night
soft warm and dazzling reflecting the light
I could feel myself sinking in pools much too deep
I could feel myself reaching out in my sleep

It was a moment, a memory sweet
Awakened once more from a slumber so deep
Tangled up limbs and soft satin thighs
Why am I drifting remembering eyes?

Her smile was easy, hesitant, wide
But her eyes could defeat me and dreaming I die
soft skin caresses and the hard rhythm beats
strange how the night fills these moments with heat

My heartbeat is pounding my mind running wild
Tangled in satin the shadows growing mild
Awoke from a slumber so peaceful I weep
Strange how a moment can hold me from sleep.

wasting time

Is it too much to ask for someone to love
A heart so great they accept you
Is it too much to ask for someone to trust
A mind so great you can talk to.

Just another night wasting time wasting words.
Never enough time to share your world.
Just another night exchanging words without meaning
Never enough to say when you're feeling like a riot.

Is it too much to ask for someone who cares
A heart so great they expect you
Is it to much to ask for someone who loves
A touch so sweet you could dance to?

The world moves on in a twist of the sky
Stars falling down as you laugh and cry
Just another daydream of a moment in time
Just another kiss to wake you to life

Is it too much to ask for someone who dares
A heart so great the accept you
Is it too much to ask for someone who shares
Even if they task you?

wandering

I'm walking in the evening feel the starlight in my hair
I'm feeling like believing that I just do not care
I'm wondering about my life and how to make a stand
I'm walking in the evening in a strange and foreign land.

The sun has sunk below the sky a strange and foreign sight
It creates these dancing shadows that echo in the night
The clouds are coming nearer I feel them on my skin
I think I might be flying or am I just a sin?

The water reaches out, to take me in it's grasp
Just a little solitude, is that too much to ask?
I'm floating on my back and staring at the sky
Asking silly questions like who am I or why?

I'm walking in the evening feel the starlight on my skin
I'm feeling like believing that it's just the day I'm in
I'm wondering about my life as I try to understand
As I wander through the evening in a strange and foreign land.

moments

I find myself missing the moments
watching the rain come down
heartache and heartbreak please wash them away
and I like a rock shall wear down

sunlight awakens me as one single ray
shines gently down on my face
like a kiss I can feel it carress me
feel my heart shiver and race

Suddenly I'm feeling like dancing
I raise my voice to the sky
but the rain soon returns leaving me standing
drowned and unable to fly

my fingertips tremble aching with need
long spent unspoken unable to grieve
a lovers soft touch unasked or unaided
the rain soaks my skin as I stand up to leave.